Entry: halloween Nov 1, 2003



First me and rachel brown got into a fight .. im not gonna tell u everything .. just this: i kno we were both obnoxious to eachother .. but she was the one that was cursing, i was the one that was trying to resolve it the whole time .. she said we r not friends ne more and that she can to whatever she wants .. i guess ill just wait until she is rede to talk - but there is onli one prob... i dont have a place to sit at lunch - cause i sit with all of her very good friends .. and i  will feel uncomfortable and im sure they wouldnt want me there if rachel hates me (at least for now)

during this fite i was at sabrinas with tylor, sabrina, vey, crama, and ali .. we then left to go and get veys .. but when we started walking to go get pammy - taylor, vey, and me noticed that ali, sabrina and lauren were far ahead of us .. so we asked them to wait so we can run and catch up .. so they tunred around and started running away (they literally ran away from us).. so we realized they purposley were tryin to be infront of us "it was just a joke" but i didnt think so .. so i left and went home .. i realized i just wasnt suopposed to b there .. and it worked out for the better - cause my dad didnt want me there ne way ... i think i may need to find new friends .. but mayb not - and one thing that botehrs me is if i put something like that on here .. my "best frineds" get mad at me .. instead of tryin to make me feel better after realizing how i feel ..

i guess im like a walking fighter (not psyical tho) . although i can rele kick some ass .. maybe i should take that approach .. lol jk

gtg ... ill rite more lata (mayb)

not rele sure if i love ne 1 rite now .. dont rele think so .. only amanda .. she rele is the best person to ever live

~bina

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